Tuesday, February 12, 2008

In the Mail

This lovely card arrived in the mail last week. Kate, of Kate's Quilting so very generously sent this card. I had asked Kate if she might sent a postcard so that our textiles students could see a a REAL card instead of my own beginner attempts. Kate very kindly obliged and sent two, the second below.
I am so continuously amazed at the generation of bloggers - especially quilters and others of the crafting community that I've met. Never, no, never not once has anyone failed to respond with the most helpful suggestions, contributions of materials and sometimes finished pieces. How delightful you all are!

I am hopeful sometime later this week to be able to post photos of my own fledgling postcards, my first pincushion and photos of the finished quilts mentioned last week. In the meantime, our fiber students were really inspired by Kate's cards and are busy working on their own class projects. Thank you, Kate - and thank you to all the inspiring bloggers out there who urge me on not only in my craft learning, but in my remembering to practice kindness, generosity and loving support.

Cheers!

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

I found it!

Yup, yup! I found it, here! at Curious Bird! Hooray! I'll be tracking that cookbook down Pronto! Oh I'm so glad!

Don't you just hate when that happens?

I was cruisin blogs a couple of days ago and trying to write down all the wonderful ideas I’d gotten. I found this lovely blanket at Posie Gets Cozy, and I’m going to try to learn to crochet for my newest grandson due at the end of the month. I found some beautiful pincushions and I am going to start on those too. But then, I found the most mouth-watering photograph of a LEMON desert. Oh how I love anything lemony. So, I went and bought some lemons, thinking that while sweetie watched the football game (wasn’t that amazing?!?!?! And I don’t even like football) I’d whip up this lovely lemon desert. Well….ahem…pffttt…I didn’t save the blog link. And now, I can’t find it ...sigh... I don’t think she shared the recipe, but the picture was sooo enticing! I thought I’d for sure be able to get right back to it. So, I’m looking for a lemon something deserty type recipe that caught my eye. If I had something to give away – and join this lovely blog give-away tradition I’d offer it up to anyone else who might have seen that blog, the photo looked at those the lemon cake recipe was made into cupcakes. Did you see it?

So, in the meantime, I’m going to get an I hook and one of my students at Knitting in the Library this Thursday is going to teach me to crochet. Tonight I hope to get a short start on a pin cushion, or at least needle-felting the pieces. And I’ll keep looking for those lemons.

And, all this will be done while waiting to hear the cost of car repairs – I just had it towed and anticipate about $400! Ouch….WHERE ARE THOSE LEMONS!

Saturday, January 26, 2008

Catching Up


Well...since I spend copious amounts of time each day reading blogs, and loving it! I thought it might be time to visit my own. The trouble becomes, when failing to blog for so very long, where does one begin? Okay, so to begin with, I was able to move several items from the "what I'm working on now" widget to the "Completed" widget. That feels really good! Even if no one else reads here, I can look for myself to see what I've accomplished. Nia's dress was a little too big, but she'll wear it, I hope, this spring. Madison's blanket wasn't quite as wonderful as I envisioned it - I have hoped to somehow afix little roses's around the perimeter, her middle name is Rose. But, I finally succumbed to the reality that by the time I teach myself how to do such a thing, she'll be having a baby of her own. Having taken nearly two years to finish it up, I'm hopeful that instead of storing it away with all the other lovely baby gifts I'm sure she received, that she drags it around with her dollies and really enjoys it.

But those 3 quilts! oh man what a learning process. The first, a wedding gift for daughter # 4. It's only a year late and I hope she thinks it's worth it. She says she does. She also told me that her son Brad, my third grandchild, calls the dolphins, "Fishes" and that sometimes, she puts the quilt on his bed because he wants to sleep with the "fishies." She's promised me photos of it on her bed which I will post as soon as they arrive. Might serve me right if it takes her a year, eh? Then there's Fran's quilt (daughter #6). It sure looks beautiful for all the mistakes and ripping out. I started it ages ago, inspired by a photo I'd seen on the Prairie Quilts blog. I so love reading that blog - she's so inspiring! And, she so very kindly sent me a kit to make a small quilt when I asked for directions to the dragonfly quilt on her blog. I'd asked because Frannie collects dragonflies. Despite my learning curve, and the oh so many mistakes, it looks beautiful. I can't wait to work on the littler kit, it'll be beautiful on Fran's wall matching the quilt on her bed.

Then there's Charlie's quilt. I wish I could find a way to add the very deep sigh that bursts each time I think of this quilt. I'd seen a television show (much more dangerous than photos on a blog!). That drunkard's path curved block looked sooooooooooo easy! Now I'm laughing. Not one of those squares came out a perfect nine and a half inches. No, not one of them! And, I even asked some of the experts at my design school, where sewing is taught! to comlete some of them. There were so many times I almost chucked it (heh! A quilt for Charlie almost got chucked, I'll have to tell him that some day!). But, I persisted and then, there were how many rip-outs during the putting together of the top. Do you ladies who are real quilters have a word for that part of the process? I'd ask everyone around me to stand back and examine the layout as each strip was put together and confirm for me that I was faithfully following the pattern. Usually I was assured that I was, until sometime about 8 strips into it, I wasn't. I lost count of how many times we ripped and started again and how many times I wondered if Charlie might really rather prefer a CD for Christmas. My partner oh so patiently ripped (which I thought a bit fair since he was one of the crew assuring me that the pattern was being followed...hmm?). I mean, even so, isn't that pretty wonderful for a man to help rip out sewing? And, too bad for him, he's a much more efficient ripper than I am! He might be sorry someday that I know that.

Now, these three quilts lead me to my next blog topic. Referring back to another topic when I wondered if it's even fair to call myself a knitter when I've really knit so very little. Some might argue that it's not quite fair to say I've finished three quilts, either. Why? Because I took them to someone else to be quilted. Is that cheating? Someday I hope I can actually quilt a whole quilt by myself, but for now, I needed that leg up and took the quilts to a long-arm quilter. I'll be offering her massages for the rest of my life I think in return.

But! I need to speak a word or two about this lovely woman. She's delightfully funny, dry and quite pragmatic which is unusual for such an artist. When I arrived at her home with each quilt, I apologized for the poor workmanship and hung my head. OH! She was so encouraging and lovely about the whole thing. We sat, she showed me how to properly make and attach the bindings, and a whole host of other little tricks. I pointed out all my errors to her and she explained them away....some she said were just a matter of time and experience, others, she showed me little tips. Well, except for the curved piecing - she just smiled about that and said that, I'd chosen such lovely colors that perfection didn't really matter. I had to laugh; she glossed over this and implied so very sweetly that it's nearly impossible to get those squares to match up. It took several visits before I noticed that she had many curved block pieces hanging on her walls, and let me tell you, all her squares match up just right fine! Maybe I'll try this one again someday; I hope so. Even those the squares don't meet, it's still a really pretty quilt. I forgot a photo of this one too and will ask Charlie so that I can post it.

Then there's the trip to Indiana after Christmas. I met my newest grandson, Thomas. He looks just like his father and is the juiciest baby I can recall (I'm sure I said that about all my grandchildren in turn). Maggie (daughter #5 but only by 7 minutes) is going to have a baby at the end of February. I spent time in the cold with all my girls and grandchildren. I DO have some pics of that which I can post. Let's see if I can remember how to do this. Hmm, that's it, up at the top, I guess I'll practice next time getting it in the body of the post. Daughter #2 is missing in this photo - I sure miss her! Her middle name is also Rose and I thought of her constantly while working on Madison Rose' blanket.
I suppose, since I've called this blog, "Librarian Lee" that I should speak a word or two about my library. I've currently no assistant and so I've spent a great deal of time at the beginning of this quarter, covering books and shelving. I find these activities somehow quite comforting. What is it about covering a book with mylar that is so fulfilling? It's neat, it's orderly and it's simple! And shelving books gives me this sense of order and perfection. For my school's library, I've also begun adding the new books I acquire onto "Library Thing." I hope any who read here will explore this little 2.0 gem. That's another post though.
Of course, I'm not nearly caught up. But, I suppose that's enough for now. Off to Saturday chores and then maybe some fabric postcards which I am raring to try. Perhaps I won't get so lost in the process that I forget to post the results.
Lee


Tuesday, December 18, 2007

Good Journey, Dan

"Let every creature I see, be a brother and a friend to me.

Let every step that I take, leave the footprints of a warrior."

Saturday, November 10, 2007

Some might say that I have a lot of nerve calling myself a knitter. The truth is, I have two finished products under my belt - and VERY MANY half finished ones. One finished item was a very (say VERY again) easy baby blanket. The blanket is knit on the diagonal, adding a stitch each row until you reach the length you'd like to achieve and then decreasing each row until you finish. The second item is a very pretty washcloth which looks like a rose petal.

That's it. That's all I've ever finished.

I knit when I was a child. I can recall hours and hours and scarf after scarf. I wonder why I stopped knitting? Two years ago, with a grandson on the way, I decided to give it a try. I decided on a whim one day to make this blanket and I'm not quite sure how I pulled it off, but I did and it was beautiful.

I'm clumsy, I'm impatient, I think I'm even sloppy. I finished the blanket for Bradley and it looked beautiful! I've knit it once again and it was so awful that I ripped it all out and now, I'm finishing up again for my another granddaughter. This time, I think it may be salvable.

I buy kniting books and needles. Spend time in knitting stores and daydream of all the projects I'd like to work. I have skeins and skeins of unknit yarn because I can't resist. I love the feel of yarn in my hands, I love everything about knitting and yet I struggle to complete even the simplest of projects. I wonder why?

Well, I think one piece of it is my internal critic. My partner pointed something out to me, when I wondered why Bradley's blanket went so well and fast while Madison's blanket has been a stop/start, rip out and start again, agonizing effort. He said that he recalled the day I decided to knit the blanket for Brad - I didn't have any expectation of the outcome, I was just looking for something to do and I picked up the needles to play. I think he might be on to something. The first piece was childlike, I was just "giving it a go" and now, I analyze and struggle and want to produce something perfect. We even went so far as to calculate the number of stitches in my diagonal blanket, the time per stitch and thus, the total time spent knitting the article. What's wrong with this picture?

I've been reading Zen and the Art of Knitting by Bernadette Murphy. I won't bother to repeat her words (it's a wonderful read, get a copy!) but I will share what was left in my consciousness at the close of the first few sections. I began to "watch" myself as I knit. Wow! Hunched over, shoulders tight, jaw tense, face twisted. No wonder I never finished anything! For the last few nights, I've taken to watching MYSELF instead of watching the lack of perfection in my work. Breath, relax the jaw, stop frowning, drop shoulders. Watch each stitch but with love and desire, not criticism. "...take it off the needle. Now, the next one." I think of Madison with each stitch, pictures of her laughing and smiling behind, "...now the next one."

The difference is incredible. As I do this more and more, the happy, peaceful memories of my childhood knitting come flooding back and I find that I am knitting faster, neater but that I am relaxed, not pressured, not completing some race. Mindful of each stitch, I find that I am enjoying the process rather than chastizing myself for the length of time it's taken (okay, Madison will be two this December!) to finish this simple project.

One thing, relax and focus on the stitch. I suspect that this will spill over into my "other" life. I have several deep and I'm sure profound thoughts about this but I'd like to knit a moment before the household wakes.

Cheers!

Thursday, November 8, 2007

Why do I have a blog revisited

Okay, let's be honest, I don't just have a blog, I have a 360, a Myspace, thanks to my daughters I have an empty Facebook, I have this blog (if you can call it that for all I've blogged) and some days I've thought of adding a knitting blog, a sewing blog and an I'm a mama and a grandmama blog. This is getting out of hand don't you think? And yet still, I feel compelled to sometimes write a blog - to articulate some issue I'm grappling, to post a photo of some project I've finished, to vent and to support others. But clearly, none of those moments are enough to sustain a full-blown blog in each little piece of my life.

Initially, I wanted to keep separate blogs because I did not want students or colleagues to read posts about my personal life but, I think the lines between work and personal grow more and more blurry. I knit sometimes at work, the textile students learn to knit each quarter and so, knitting once a week in the library is a service for the students, and it helps my door counts a bit. But the knitting I do there, is for ME. Then again, I answer work emails at home, I do bits and pieces of projects at home in the evenings; certainly many of the books I read are for work, but I love my work and so perhaps those are for ME too. I might not want my colleagues to read about a personal struggle - as if my colleagues couldn't find that 360 or that MySpace if they wanted to - or worse, as if my colleagues don't have personal struggles of their own.

So, perhaps of laziness, perhaps of some need to stomp my foot and declare, "I am a WHOLE PERSON, not fragmented bits of this and that!", I intend to blog here about my whole life, my life which includes my librarian's hours, my knitting and sewing, my mothering and grandmothering, partnering and reading. I am all these things and many more and I suspect so is everyone else.